{"id":413,"date":"2010-09-26T19:18:59","date_gmt":"2010-09-27T01:18:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/?p=413"},"modified":"2010-09-27T10:57:10","modified_gmt":"2010-09-27T16:57:10","slug":"repetition-is-irritating","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/repetition-is-irritating\/","title":{"rendered":"Repetition"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>I don’t know what I am doing anymore. I have shot and shot and shot all week. Repetition is the main goal for this week’s module, including all the formal elements of unity. I think this idea to repeat things is exactly what I am trying not to do in every other aspect in my life making this freaking assignment pull my fucking hair out. I have so many little worlds in my head ready to be created, except I’m exhausted trying to find all the exact materials I need. The biggest issue is space. I have a studio that I could use more- but it’s an awkward space with even more weird people walking in and out, but alas I will have to utilize it this week. One world I’ve been contemplating exploring is sex\/love\/lust within a visual language that isn’t exploitative- it’s really hard to find a model I can evolve those ideas with without it getting, real? I don’t want to use random people. So, that’s out unless I find “a-one” within the next 12 hours, unlikely. The other idea I’m working on is a play on an alice in wonderland subject with a religious twist and subtext. I had such a hard time at Kaylie’s funeral (not the vigil) where the priest was repeating this notion that she is “fine” now<\/em>, like she has to be resolved for the way she left her life. It literally gave me a panic attack thinking about her “walking with god” – it’s just did not work with who she was nor did I need to be reassured that she was in a better place, relieved of her inner anguish- I was fully aware of that actuality already. Plus he called her Hayley at one point- yeah. The only thing he said I think she’d agree with is when he referred to her as Saint Kaylie. Wendy and I had a good laugh at that. So anyway, this self-portrait has me obviously fading into the wall- which has totally been done a billion times over. And I am not sure I brought anything new to it? Actually, I think I brought a truthful feeling into visual form expressing how the last few weeks (months) have felt for me- like I am half the person I used to be (and just for right now). I am shifting like whoa, and just need a break, a hug, a love! Let’s aim for me to move to San Francisco by next summer! Holler. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I don’t know what I am doing anymore. I have shot and shot and shot all week. Repetition is the main goal for this week’s module, including all the formal elements of unity. I think this idea to repeat things is exactly what I am trying not to do in every other aspect in my […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[6],"tags":[81,79,43,80,82],"class_list":["post-413","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily","tag-black-and-white","tag-brittany","tag-digital","tag-repetition","tag-wallpaper","thumbless"],"acf":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pa8xGV-6F","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/413","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=413"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/413\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":488,"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/413\/revisions\/488"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=413"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=413"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brittanymoorephotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=413"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}